Testimonials

Heroin Overdose & Died Three Times on Way To Hospital… But God

2010-09-11T05:29:18-05:00

On a Sunday, alone in my office suite on Dupont Circle in Washington, DC, I tied up my arm with pantyhose and shot the cooked heroin and water into a readied vein. I saw my red blood enter the syringe. I felt the warmed heroin as i pushed the plunger and watched the mixture disappear inside me. Everything faded to black. Then, voices, faint but audible. Someone pounded my chest. Streams of water rolled down my face and neck. My red spandex top clung tight to my body.

Bright lights spiked and shimmered colors overhead. Who were these people? Men. A woman’s voice invaded the room. I tried to focus. A white woman? Co-worker? It Faded again to black. It was cold. I moved. I heard them. They didn’t hear me. “Get off me,” I said or seemed to say. Doors slammed. Moving. A truck? No, an ambulance. I glimpsed silver apparatus. A loud noise. Shrilled. A siren? Something happened? A hospital? She looked familiar. I knew her. It was a hospital! Examination room. ER. They announced themselves. Doctor who? I’ll feel a what? Then I heard a scream. Someone stabbed me? I heard myself screaming. I rose up from the hard table in the frigid room. The SCREAM again. I dropped back toward the table. Again, everything faded to black.

What’s that sound? Machines, tubes, lines, all connected to me? Why? What happened? A petite pale lady with a big permed reddish hair? Who is she? I tred to focus. I am in a hospital. I wondered, “How long have I been here?” Oh my God, I must have overdosed. Why is she still there, patting her eyes with a tattered beige tissue? She’s crying! She calls me by name. Stanice. Oh, no! It’s my boss. She knows. If I OD’d, she knows. I’m an addict! She knows. They all will know.

In and out of consciousness for days and on a respirator, after left ICU and taken to a regular room, the medics including the driver who brought me visited and told me, “We had to come meet the woman who kept dying on us.” They continued, “You died three times on the way to hospital and each time you became harder to resuscitate. When they did get me to the hospital, I was breathing only 7 times per minute.

I wondered how they found me as I was alone in the suite of offices with my door locked. One told me that it was a miracle that I was found. It seemed a woman co-worker came through the office to pick up her attaché case before going to the airport to catch her flight. She noticed my keys in the door. She knew they were mine because the tag read, “The Boss.” Just a quiet joke amongst us; I was not the boss! Anyway, she came back to my office, heard music which was normal; but when she knocked hard I didn’t answer. The door was locked so she decided to call down to the guard. He assured her that I had gone up to the suite earlier. He sent a guard up to open the door. They found me slumped over my desk more dead than alive with the syringe still in my wrist. He called 911. When they got me the hospital, my cousin was on duty when they brought me in; she recognized me and notified my mother.

The medics continued the story. It seems the doctors needed to get a line into me immediately; but because of my drug abuse history, my veins were shot. So they tried to run a central line via the subclavian which is under my collarbone above my right breast. Something went wrong. Air got in or something which caused my left lung to collapse. The complications began coupled with the death experiences, my body tried to shut down—AGAIN. The enemy of my soul wanted me dead. But God, through it all brought me through.

After the medical problems were under control, on the suggestion of the medics I signed myself into the Psychiatric wing of the hospital for 30 days to get help with my drug addiction. I went into the hospital on a hot and humid Washington D.C. summer day and was discharged on a chilly, blazing orange swirling-leaves autumn day.

While that was not the end of my addiction YET; it was the beginning of the end and I was alive. It wasn’t long after that I was in my apartment, alone, shooting a heroin & cocain mixture, that God met me in the way of a handsome guy sharing his testimony about how he was a hopeless addict. I listened. I watched. I asked God to do for me what He did for Buddy Baird. Clean me up, deliver me from drugs, forgive me for my sins and live your life in me. I prayed everything Buddy prayed. That night I was born again and within months, I called a family friend and assistant pastor of a church I attended across the street from the Methadone Center.

Through CBN’s The 700 Club, people in 12-Step programs, churches, and a mentor who’s been with me since day 1, as of May 20, 2010, I’ve been clean and free from the bondage of drugs & alcohol for 25 glorious years! I sent a thank you note to Buddy Baird through The 700 Club and they sent a camera crew to Washington, DC and videotaped a dramatization of my story & testimony—just like Buddy’s. A copy of video of the first time I shared my testimony as Stanice Grandy (Anderson) with the world is on my website http://www.TryWalkingOnWater.com. God even made it possible for Buddy Baird and I to meet and be on the show together a few months after my testimony aired.

During this process, the enemy has tried to kill me several times, but God wouldn’t let it be. Now, I share my testimony through books, on podiums, workshops, radio, and one-woman shows. I’m a witness to God’s amazing grace, resurrection power (life & dreams), deliverance, and restoration. I will shout from the rooftops my testimony. I’m a water-walking overcomer whose hope is in the Lord and anchored in His Word; especially Revelations 12:11 and Jeremiah 29:11-13, God says, I alone know the plans He has for your life; plans for prosperity and not disaster, plans to give you a future and a hope.”

Lord, I pray I’ve made the most of this opportunity.

The Pharisees mafia *:?

2012-05-21T10:13:54-05:00

SHALOM *:)

Ask Pray for “NIGERIA” they really need your prayers *:!
Pray for their Pastors and Priests what they are doing in God’s will *

Yesterday I met one of the largest in Healing Preachers and men of God in the Capital of Sweden, Stockholm. His name is namely, Bishop Reverend David Newzin from Nigeria ( http://www.jesus-acute.com/Shalom 3.html ). He was like Jesus acute and saw his mission to talk about giving. In Sweden, we never talk about “money” but this is the one who teaches on the subject in one, glorious called “LOVE”!

The whole sermon was about “LOVE”!

...they told him, “Teacher, we found this woman in adultery, in the very act.
Now in our law, Moses commanded us to stone such. What then do you say about her?”
They said this testing him, that they might have something to accuse him of. But Jesus stooped down, and wrote on the ground with his finger.
But when they continued asking him, he looked up and said to them, “He who is without sin among you, let him throw the first stone at her.”
Again he stooped down, and with his finger wrote on the ground.
They, when they heard it, being convicted by their conscience, went out one by one, beginning from the oldest, even to the last. Jesus was left alone with the woman where she was, in the middle.
Jesus, standing up, saw her and said, “Woman, where are your accusers? Did no one condemn you?” Joh. 8:4-10

Suddenly he began to preach about The Pharisees mafia!
Oooo, I thought, now begins the Spirit of God take up about “Pastors Mafia Cartel a la´ Westeras”!

He began preaching about Maria, The Pharisees mafia wanted to kill and stone her.
Maria, who was left by a man to her fate, being killed, stoned to death.
Maria loved Jesus so much in faith in its first meeting, and when this mafiosos stood around her with stones raised to kill. The man slipped away, no one accused him, but her death, they wanted to see.

Then Jesus stood up against these mafiosos and said, “He who is without SIN may cast the first stone”! Jesus bent began to draw on the sand, maybe it was their sins that Jesus quoted? When he had made ready, he saw that none of Mafiosers was left only a pile of stones as they dropped from their hands.

(: * The service over, he prayed for me * :)

I love my God so much, and lo and awe, God uses one of the Greatest Preachers Bishop Reverend David Newzin from Nigeria and men of God to Preach on my “LIFE among Pastors Mafia Cartel a la” Westeras” who would rather see me dead than inhibition when I pray to GOD!

The funny thing was, ask God what should I do with the “Jesus-acute”?
And these nasty Pastors on the town, which is completely ruthless and evil in the hearts of me? All of this took God away yesterday, amen and go in peace with the Lord Jesus Christ, the Son of God leads the way out of anything that did not give Glory and of God in Amen

I got my peace and is a blessing.
God bless materially, Spiritually, physically, in Jesus’ name Bishop Reverend David Newzin from Nigeria and GOD BLESS his people in his country NIGERIA, Africa!
Bishop Reverend David Newzin from Nigeria blessed Sweden with LOVE! AMEN

All goes well, I see blessings, the man who was crippled and thrown out of the bailiff him in the streets without money or food and medicines and his walker. Was told today, an apartment is on the way to him. One that I’ve taken care of, for a time. God never set a Woman of God in shame, all is of Grace & Amen of God * :)

In particular, all Glory to God and to bless all of you who, prayed for him with me! *:)
JESUS LOVES YOU, YES HE DOES ALSO LOVE me *:)

Grace and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Savior!
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Ambassadress of Jesus, Birgit in SWEDEN * * *

Ambassadress of Jesus, Birgit in Sweden

2012-02-16T06:58:09-05:00

Godman Bishop Pastor Mathieu Gagnat Suisse-07
“Confirm to me” Ointment, Ambassador of Jesus, The prophet a warrior-prayer, in The Church said in The Spirit.
The oil was flow in miracle way of The God, from mine head to the forehead in this Church service.
Sak. 4:11-14 Then I asked him, “What are these two olive trees on the right side of the lampstand and on the left side of it?” I asked him the second time, “What are these two olive-branches, which are beside the two golden spouts, that pour the golden oil out of themselves?”
He answered me, “Don’t you know what these are?” I said, “No, my lord.”
Then he said, “These are the two anointed ones who stand by the Lord of the whole earth.”
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Godman Pastor Enroos Sweden -08
Prophet School in the spring,
http://www.enroos.org/
; “You are a real Ambassador and You have done, so much to God”!

International Prophet School in the autumn -08 with Godman Evanglist Mattias Lekardal Sweden
said; God is going to do an enormous miracle work, through her!
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Witness: Godman Pastor Kinnunen Sweden, Pastor kemi Sweden, Godman Pastor Enroos Sweden also Evangelist Sergio South America and also heal Godwoman Evangelist Ester Heinonen Finland she said that: ‘You have been dead and The God have saved YOU! She did also asked “Why had not come forward in the Church”? J have also been in Pastor Nickens Kobanghe Sweden evening Church thus year 2004-09 and the Lord did send me there. http://www.newjerusalem.se/
J had also worked together with Evangelist Sergio 2005-08. After that did The God, put me in work with Jesus-acute in mine hometown 2009, BLESS
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This is God work; written about God doing for us, Praise our Lord Jesus Christ
That have a knowledge The LOVE of GOD!
Jesus friends who spread out Gospel and give theirs Testimoni saw JESUS.
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2007-08-27 Hes. 11:19-20 I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within you; and I will take the stony heart out of their flesh, and will give them a heart of flesh;
that they may walk in my statutes, and keep my ordinances, and do them: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God.
Jer. 1:7,19 But Yahweh said to me, Don’t say, I am a child; for to whoever I shall send you, you shall go, and whatever I shall command you, you shall speak….....
They shall fight against you; but they shall not prevail against you: for I am with you, says Yahweh, to deliver you.
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Miracle Conference -06
Thank You Almighty Father, Halleujah!
Godman Bill Pankard Canada sermon did God talk… and when Power meet Power it become Jesus Dynamite when Bill Prankard was deep in prayer!
Bill Prankard flew at the floor, immediately when he put his hand on mine head!
There were videlicet three parishes with “Three-Power” of Ointment… Evangelist Sergio praying, me and Bill Prankard so it become explosive Jesus Power.
Godman Bill Prankard was so surprised!
http://www.bpea.com/site/c.koJOIQOvErH/b.4780655/k.BE79/Home.htm
http://www.arken.org
http://www.miraclechannel.ca
http://lexin.nada.kth.se/sve-eng.html
God Bless You! http://www.jesuscafe.org/ God Bless You! ***
http://www.dayspring.com/movies/view.asp?moviename=believe.swf&thumbnail=believe.jpg&title=Believe
Do thanks for the support thus meeting in YOUR Pray!
JESUS ACUTE
GOD The Father, thank YOU for YOU will BLESS US,
JESUS LOVERS, Eva-Lena Vasteras Life Center Int. Church, Kristina Vasteras Cathedral and some new, Beata Vasteras Catholic church, some more who are more secret but with us. We all have one thing in common it is that,
WE HAVE SEEN JESUS!
http://video.mail.ru/mail/paradise.3333200/4414/4494.html
Thank You The Lord for YOUR will is Bless us with a local in City for Pray and worship through HIM is AMEN AMEN
JESUS LOVER’S LET IT BE A JESUS TESTIMONI OF GOD IN 2010.

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2007-03-03 Shall antichrist Preach, GOD`s WORD?
http://www.lastdays.org/
Read MORE ... http://www.noticiacristiana.com/news/newDetails.php?click_id=0&idnew=82881
http://www.noticiacristiana.com/news/newDetails.php?click_id=0&idnew=82897
http://www.noticiacristiana.com/news/newDetails.php?idnew=82123
Sometimes is not right. A Pray in truth to The God and The Holy Spirit lead You to The Jesus Christ way & remember people can change & also Churces can change. But, this is “God News to YOU” The Lord Jesus Christ do never change! The Bible is a kind of map & “The only Author” who is not dead! The Bible is inspired by The God Himself. Words in Bible who give other strength and new LIFE *** http://www.noticiacristiana.com
Honourable name a favour of God is servant by HIM and given to do service in Christ *
GOD BLESS YOU!
Ambassadress of Jesus, Birgit in Sweden

Acceptable to God through Jesus Christ.

2012-05-18T07:47:35-05:00

SHALOM ...coming to him, a living stone, rejected indeed by men, but chosen by God, precious.

You also, as living stones, are built up as a spiritual house, to be a holy priesthood, to offer up spiritual sacrifices, acceptable to God through Jesus Christ. 1. Pet. 2:4-5

Grace and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Savior!
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Ambassadress of Jesus, Birgit in SWEDEN * * *

You, Lord, who know the hearts of all men *:)

2012-05-17T05:35:49-05:00

SHALOM*:) They prayed, and said,
“You, Lord, who know the hearts of all men, show which one of these two you have chosen
to take part in this ministry and apostleship from which Judas fell away, that he might go to his own place.”
They drew lots for them, and the lot fell on Matthias, and he was numbered with the eleven apostles.
Ap. 24-26

Grace and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Savior!
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http://jesusacute.blogg.se/category/allmant.html
Ambassadress of Jesus, Birgit in SWEDEN * * *

The Son also gives life to whom he desires*

2012-05-15T20:57:37-05:00

SHALOM

For as the Father raises the dead and gives them life, even so the Son also gives life to whom he desires.
For the Father judges no one, but he has given all judgment to the Son,
Joh. 5:21-22

Grace and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Savior!
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Ambassadress of Jesus, Birgit in SWEDEN * * *

Those who belong to Christ have crucified the flesh

2012-05-15T20:17:27-05:00

SHALOM

Those who belong to Christ have crucified the flesh with its passions and lusts.
If we live by the Spirit, let’s also walk by the Spirit.
Let’s not become conceited, provoking one another, and envying one another.
Gal. 5:24-26

Grace and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Savior!
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Ambassadress of Jesus, Birgit in SWEDEN * * *

Foolish men, and slow of heart to believe in all that the prophets have spoken!

2012-05-14T12:57:10-05:00

SHALOM

He said to them,
“Foolish men, and slow of heart to believe in all that the prophets have spoken!
Luk 24:25

Grace and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Savior!
Ambassadress of Jesus, Birgit in SWEDEN * * *
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“Do you want to be made well?”

2012-05-14T12:53:29-05:00

When Jesus saw him lying there, and knew that he had been sick for a long time, he asked him, “Do you want to be made well?”
The sick man answered him, “Sir, I have no one to put me into the pool when the water is stirred up, but while I’m coming, another steps down before me.”
Jesus said to him, “Arise, take up your mat, and walk.” Joh 5:6-8

Grace and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Savior!
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Ambassadress of Jesus, Birgit in SWEDEN * * *

My little children

2012-05-14T12:49:26-05:00

SHALOM
My little children, let’s not love in word only, neither with the tongue only, but in deed and truth
1 Joh 3:18

Grace and peace from God the Father and Christ Jesus our Savior!
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Ambassadress of Jesus, Birgit in SWEDEN * * *